I live in Pennsylvania and my loss is quite new. My Ryan is gone 13 months. I find this site alot help. I have planned as of right now to decide my time and energies to help make my son's memory right. My son's passing was very tragic. This photo was taken for Christmas two years ago as a gift to me from my son's it is the last family picture I will ever have.

August 2005:
This place has helped me alot. And Steve Edquist is my "special angel" he has helped me so very much. His friendship is possible because of this site. And I will be eternally grateful.

I don't want anyone to feel upset or feel sorry for me I just don't know any other way to try and move on. For anyone reading this that has lost a child they would understand.

I have another son Jimmy. And he and his wife Amanda recently had a baby boy 4-4-06.

Ryan and I have something special that no one will ever destroy.