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Made this to keep the memory of my angels alive who were sadly snatched away from me before i could even hold them.I was told after my first love passed due to miscarriage when i was 18 in high school that i should be happy that i lost my child because i was still a child myself.Nobody felt any empathy not only for me but for the innocent life that was gone and told me i was not a real mother simply because i don't have a breathing child. fast forward to my most painful pregnancy at 21, i lost another angel at 5months pregnancy nearly 6.Again like after the first, No one was there for me in this difficult moment.People telling the same words i heard 2 prior, you're not a real mother, no one even checking on me after the long day and night i had in that cold room with the excessive bleeding, cramps and pain., But i didn't complain because the situation taught me the meaning of unconditional love,patience, self control and in some i found happiness. I still struggle day to day from the traumatic experiences. i've lost myself plenty of times but i get better each day at dealing with them i just wish i had my babies here and don't want them forgetten! a flower would be much appreciated!! Have an amazing day to all!!
Made this to keep the memory of my angels alive who were sadly snatched away from me before i could even hold them.I was told after my first love passed due to miscarriage when i was 18 in high school that i should be happy that i lost my child because i was still a child myself.Nobody felt any empathy not only for me but for the innocent life that was gone and told me i was not a real mother simply because i don't have a breathing child. fast forward to my most painful pregnancy at 21, i lost another angel at 5months pregnancy nearly 6.Again like after the first, No one was there for me in this difficult moment.People telling the same words i heard 2 prior, you're not a real mother, no one even checking on me after the long day and night i had in that cold room with the excessive bleeding, cramps and pain., But i didn't complain because the situation taught me the meaning of unconditional love,patience, self control and in some i found happiness. I still struggle day to day from the traumatic experiences. i've lost myself plenty of times but i get better each day at dealing with them i just wish i had my babies here and don't want them forgetten! a flower would be much appreciated!! Have an amazing day to all!!