malxa
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im just a girl that is too aware of her sorrounding , too empathetic and a deep thinker yet you would never tell due to my hard yet welcoming exterior , graceful , calm and collected demeanor or so ive been told .. my mom had me at a young age she raised me like her younger sister that she disliked majority of the time but I never let it phase me , my dad is a extremely wealthy man that doesn't care for my existence however I treat him like he is the best father in the world because I rely on him financially , this might be what enhanced my ability to stay cool in any and every situations he could get angry at me ( virtually ) and despite all of the anger that I have towards him I would hold it together and stay peaceful because I have far too much to lose if I act based on how I feel .
this taught me patience so something good came out of it I guess , hes a" peaceful "guy I guess he always says good things about me and compared to my mother hes better in that aspect but if you asked the real me I would teyou I dislike both of them and my mom is a bit better at least she wouldnt abandon me I guess ... would she abandon me ? cant confidently say no she wouldnt abandon me but I think im leaning towards no more .. lol anyways I spend a lot of time alone in my thoughts and I see life for what it truly is .. a simple day and a half, in my religion we believe that on the day of resurrection we will be asked , how long were you on earth ? we will say maybe a day or half of a day .. on that day, we will remember everything we had to forget the day we started this test called life .
this test that we agreed to . A great comparison to this would be dreams , we sleep for soo many hours yet we wake up from it and we dont feel the hours that we truly slept or when we wake up from a dream for example... life is short live laugh love and get richer than your dad so you dont have to rely on anyone ever or die trying .
11:41 .. I was supposed to be finishing this school newsletter then I started listening to suffocation by crystal castle , typed the tombstones name in and now here I am , managing virtual cemeteries and ranting to no one .. I love life
this taught me patience so something good came out of it I guess , hes a" peaceful "guy I guess he always says good things about me and compared to my mother hes better in that aspect but if you asked the real me I would teyou I dislike both of them and my mom is a bit better at least she wouldnt abandon me I guess ... would she abandon me ? cant confidently say no she wouldnt abandon me but I think im leaning towards no more .. lol anyways I spend a lot of time alone in my thoughts and I see life for what it truly is .. a simple day and a half, in my religion we believe that on the day of resurrection we will be asked , how long were you on earth ? we will say maybe a day or half of a day .. on that day, we will remember everything we had to forget the day we started this test called life .
this test that we agreed to . A great comparison to this would be dreams , we sleep for soo many hours yet we wake up from it and we dont feel the hours that we truly slept or when we wake up from a dream for example... life is short live laugh love and get richer than your dad so you dont have to rely on anyone ever or die trying .
11:41 .. I was supposed to be finishing this school newsletter then I started listening to suffocation by crystal castle , typed the tombstones name in and now here I am , managing virtual cemeteries and ranting to no one .. I love life
im just a girl that is too aware of her sorrounding , too empathetic and a deep thinker yet you would never tell due to my hard yet welcoming exterior , graceful , calm and collected demeanor or so ive been told .. my mom had me at a young age she raised me like her younger sister that she disliked majority of the time but I never let it phase me , my dad is a extremely wealthy man that doesn't care for my existence however I treat him like he is the best father in the world because I rely on him financially , this might be what enhanced my ability to stay cool in any and every situations he could get angry at me ( virtually ) and despite all of the anger that I have towards him I would hold it together and stay peaceful because I have far too much to lose if I act based on how I feel .
this taught me patience so something good came out of it I guess , hes a" peaceful "guy I guess he always says good things about me and compared to my mother hes better in that aspect but if you asked the real me I would teyou I dislike both of them and my mom is a bit better at least she wouldnt abandon me I guess ... would she abandon me ? cant confidently say no she wouldnt abandon me but I think im leaning towards no more .. lol anyways I spend a lot of time alone in my thoughts and I see life for what it truly is .. a simple day and a half, in my religion we believe that on the day of resurrection we will be asked , how long were you on earth ? we will say maybe a day or half of a day .. on that day, we will remember everything we had to forget the day we started this test called life .
this test that we agreed to . A great comparison to this would be dreams , we sleep for soo many hours yet we wake up from it and we dont feel the hours that we truly slept or when we wake up from a dream for example... life is short live laugh love and get richer than your dad so you dont have to rely on anyone ever or die trying .
11:41 .. I was supposed to be finishing this school newsletter then I started listening to suffocation by crystal castle , typed the tombstones name in and now here I am , managing virtual cemeteries and ranting to no one .. I love life
this taught me patience so something good came out of it I guess , hes a" peaceful "guy I guess he always says good things about me and compared to my mother hes better in that aspect but if you asked the real me I would teyou I dislike both of them and my mom is a bit better at least she wouldnt abandon me I guess ... would she abandon me ? cant confidently say no she wouldnt abandon me but I think im leaning towards no more .. lol anyways I spend a lot of time alone in my thoughts and I see life for what it truly is .. a simple day and a half, in my religion we believe that on the day of resurrection we will be asked , how long were you on earth ? we will say maybe a day or half of a day .. on that day, we will remember everything we had to forget the day we started this test called life .
this test that we agreed to . A great comparison to this would be dreams , we sleep for soo many hours yet we wake up from it and we dont feel the hours that we truly slept or when we wake up from a dream for example... life is short live laugh love and get richer than your dad so you dont have to rely on anyone ever or die trying .
11:41 .. I was supposed to be finishing this school newsletter then I started listening to suffocation by crystal castle , typed the tombstones name in and now here I am , managing virtual cemeteries and ranting to no one .. I love life
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