I am 24 years old, suffering from depression for years, I use it for my artistic work. I have experienced several traumas in my life and today I keep indelible traces of them. Only my friends, my girlfriend and my niece and my artistic passion allow me to survive and apart from all that nothing else matters to me. I like coming to this site, as morbid as it may seem, it reassures me to think of not being the only one to think about suicide and to have had the desire to do it, coming here gives me a kind of reassured feeling if one day I had to do it. I have already made several attempts in the past.