My2Angels are my only daughter, my Beautiful Amber Nichole and the Love of My Life and only grandbaby, 3 year old Jorgie. The littlest Love of My Life lays wrapped in his Mommy's (The first Love of My Life) arms. I began searching on Ancestry to be sure my babies are firmly planted into my family tree. Since I am no longer able to work due to the circumstances, I am grateful for having discovered FindAGrave. My babies were taken at the hands of another. It was a horrific event and I've seen things NO Mother or Grandmother should EVER see. I suffer from PTSD, severe anxiety, and depression. I went from prior militiary and elected official at the time of losing them, to being unable to work. FindAGrave not only helps me to keep my mind occupied, but allows me to leave a legacy for My2Angels so that long after I am gone, their names live on. Whenever someone clicks on their names, they will see their Beautiful Faces and find out who My2Angels really are. I find peace at the cemeteries. Helping others, documenting history, and fulfilling photo requests. I love putting families together by searching records. I'm especially interested in linking children with their parents. I have strong compassion for parents who know the pain I am "living" with. If they have found their peace and joined their babies, I find it very important to link them together. Everyone's time on Earth is important, no matter how short that time may have been. Babies born sleeping are a Mom and Dad's Baby. They have impacted and joined the family forever. I am still awaiting my time to find my peace. I have another child so I'm trying very hard to be a good Mom to him. That is why this is so important to me. It allows me time to occupy my mind and keeps me going with purpose.

**PLEASE do not put death certificates on memorials I have created. If you feel you must do so, please request to have the memorial transferred to you first. My belief is that if you truly care to input pertinent information-such as birth and d. dates, father and mother names, etc., from the document, you could copy and paste into the information on the memorial section. Some people get offended by my saying this but here is how I come to that belief. I found a darling young cousin from generations ago. She was only 9 years old. Right there on her forever memorial, someone attached her death certificate. Cause of death was syphilis. She had been violated. I personally would like her memory to be of a little girl without that being attached to her forever and always. I want to honor her and let her be free from that. Since then, I have noticed many horrendous, personal things on death records that I just feel are too personal. ***Also, many d. certificates include SSN which I don't think is even legal? to add. Thank You.

****If you wonder why there is a memorial created by me for your family member, here is the answer. When attempting to upload the photos of the stones onto Find A Grave, if there is no memorial, there is nowhere to put the photo. I have to create a memorial. If you want me to transfer the memorial to you, just simply ask. My goal is to have everyone taken care of. I will gladly transfer memorials except of my own family. Also, when creating memorials, I research to find parents and grandparents. I will also make their memorials if they do not already have one so to keep the family tree growing to help them be found by their ancestors. If a family member or friend cares enough to want to manage a memorial, just ask.

Thank You and Very Sincerely Yours,
Amber's Proud Mommy and Jorgie's Proud Best Friend Forever Mom Mom.